寬限期

親愛的　近況好嗎　你可有想我嗎
那次一散　後無來電　像消失於該剎那

可記得　有過火花　每天會談電話
這相處感覺似半生好友　
卻要我在那次決定　作你女伴多嚇怕

要是愛護我　盼望有退後餘地
容我獨處靜想　願你贈我寬限期
仍然掛念那舊有感覺
祈求與你　回到最美好的時期
恬靜神奇　別太別太著急　扼殺這種美

應記得　過去的他　刺傷我如玩耍
那可怕感覺至今須消化
我確信日久必康復　試試按捺可以嗎

要是愛護我　盼望有退後餘地
容我獨處靜想　用耐性贈我寬限期
仍然掛念那舊有感覺
祈求與你　回到最美好的時期
恬靜神奇　別太別太著急　扼殺這種美

想與你　再續神奇
逐寸逐寸地走　演進這種美

Merry X'mas

Merry X'mas.

For you only.

I whole-heartedly bring you a warmest blessing.
Just want you to be happy. want you to be fortune.
do you rmb you did tell me you dont want to be with her again..
you dont want to get back into tht cycle...
But then...you lied.
you didnt lie, but you lied when you be with your smiles now.

Everything happened at tht nite was...
a real dream. OR
a fictitious truth...
so contradicting but so true.

After all, I still rmb every tiny scenes...
Set me free.

It is another secret in my life.. in my heart.

This is life.

I feel so hollowed when I saw your relationship status.
But then, I feel so glad.
As...you havent dumped her.
As...you keep your promises.
As...you get wht you really want.
I didnt choose a wrong one although I am not the one.
At least, you didnt disappoint me.

At the same time, I found mine too.

I hope, some days later, I can be friend with you again.
I miss those days..tht we can talk whtever, whenever, wherever.

Love is Love.

watched 500 days of summer.

"It's a story about boy meets girl. But it is not a LOVE story."

Meeting someone is a destiny, a fate or only a coincidence.
You will never know.
Everything is possible when there is full of love.
Nothing is possible when there isn't any.
But then, what is love?
No one can give you an answer. Except our Lord.

Love is patient. Love is kind.
It does not envy. It does not boast.

I can only tell,
you will know she is the one when you know she is.

Nothing really matters.

Personality, too, is destiny _ Erik H. Erikson

Time goes by. I miss the old days...when life was simple.
I don't know whether I made a wrong decision or not.
After all, I just want to be happy.
Selfish? maybe.

I am thinking of someone else yet I am holding you tight.
just like being cursed...can't find the way out.
But..even I tried so many times...nothing really happened.
I know I should face the reality. Just face it.

It's too late, too late to regret.

Neither love nor hatred

"情人在心不再 哪有動情是意外
驀然忘了當初怎決定相愛
相愛的心終於都變做感慨
為何遇上最愛偏要避開..." _月亮說

I was told I was the luckiest. But then, it ends with the ended love.
Without love, only hatred remains.

"I do desire we may be better strangers."

At least, there will be neither love nor hatred.

22 years

過了二十二個年頭, 發生過的事不多, 但也不算少.
卻因自以為年輕, 但回頭看-錯過了許多. 失去了很多.
年輕的自負,亦自持年輕, 一句不怕失去, 下了很多錯的決定.
失去了愛自已的人亦捉不住自已愛的人.
但慶幸還有一個十分包容的家.還有曾經在我生命中出現的人.
希望在遇上下一個他前能學會珍惜擁有的不再魯莽衝動.

人大了失去童年時的率直. 卻學懂了計算
學會了付出, 亦學懂計較回報

那麼.世界還有無私付出.不問回報的愛情嗎?
如有果, 請告訴我.