Nothing really matters.

Personality, too, is destiny _ Erik H. Erikson

Time goes by. I miss the old days...when life was simple.
I don't know whether I made a wrong decision or not.
After all, I just want to be happy.
Selfish? maybe.

I am thinking of someone else yet I am holding you tight.
just like being cursed...can't find the way out.
But..even I tried so many times...nothing really happened.
I know I should face the reality. Just face it.

It's too late, too late to regret.

Neither love nor hatred

"情人在心不再 哪有動情是意外
驀然忘了當初怎決定相愛
相愛的心終於都變做感慨
為何遇上最愛偏要避開..." _月亮說

I was told I was the luckiest. But then, it ends with the ended love.
Without love, only hatred remains.

"I do desire we may be better strangers."

At least, there will be neither love nor hatred.

22 years

過了二十二個年頭, 發生過的事不多, 但也不算少.
卻因自以為年輕, 但回頭看-錯過了許多. 失去了很多.
年輕的自負,亦自持年輕, 一句不怕失去, 下了很多錯的決定.
失去了愛自已的人亦捉不住自已愛的人.
但慶幸還有一個十分包容的家.還有曾經在我生命中出現的人.
希望在遇上下一個他前能學會珍惜擁有的不再魯莽衝動.

人大了失去童年時的率直. 卻學懂了計算
學會了付出, 亦學懂計較回報

那麼.世界還有無私付出.不問回報的愛情嗎?
如有果, 請告訴我.